Well I previously posted that last night Chris and I finally got into it. Things were so not going well at all and it was a very restless night for me. Turns out it was quite the restless night for Chris as well, but not for the same reasons. Turns out he was up chatting with an “old” friend on facebook… I happened to log into his fb account today and found their conversation that went on to about 330 this morning. So I copied the conversation he had with her for your reading pleasure as well. He definitely confirms that I have been asking him to get a place for him and his son for over 2 months and he just disregarded my wishes.
hey you there
Jennifer: whats up?
Chris: not much just needed someone to talk to
and you were online
Jennifer: Is everything ok
Chris: no not really
Jennifer: I juts got my ass kicked in farkel
Chris: lol. my son just moved back in with me.
Jennifer: how is that going?
Chris: but samantha does not want him here
Jennifer: oic, y?
Chris: she says she is afraid of him cause he drew a picture one time of her with a knife in samantha’s head
Jennifer: he’s a kid
Chris: my son has been getting into a lot of trouble at school lately and fighting a lot she says he is very aggressive and it makes her feel unsafe. She told me this 2 months ago and I did not know what to say. It made me feel like I am wasting my time here with her. I thought she wanted to be a family and she does not want to deal with my son. Yes he comes with issues but he is my son and will always be my son.
Chris: 3 days before Christmas CPS called me and said they had removed my son from Stormi’s home, it was very unexpected. I had no choice but to have hi move in here. Tonight she told me she wants me out.
Jennifer: Why did they take him?
Chris: Cause his brother overdosed on someones medication, they removed all the kids.
Jennifer: Oh crap. Maybe CPS can help you get a place…Ive heard sometimes they can.
Chris: she also says I do not communicate with her enough. I can get a place I am not worried about that. My boss will help me. I am just worried about not having a VEHICLE. She got a 2nd vehicle 4 months ago so I would have a vehicle to get to and from work and now it is her vehicle and that leaves me stranded. No way to get to work…if I move close to work then there is no buses to get to the train station to get to school. I am just stressing really hard. I know everything will be fine.
Jennifer: When does she want you out?
Chris: She just said she wanted us out. I guess I am going to ask my boss tomorrow to help me get into a place ASAP. I have to go and report in the morning. I guess I am not emotionally available for her cause I am trying to work everyday and go to school to make more money when I work and I already have trouble getting in community service hours and NA meetings. Now I am not making enough time for her and I am being selfish.
Jennifer: you just busy
Chris:sorry for spilling all that on you, thanks for listening
Jennifer: no problem hope everything works out ok
Chris: me too
I did call him up at work and ask if his boss helped him find a place today. He said no. I said well that’s what you told Jennifer you were gonna do. He knew I had checked his fb then. I then found out that the probation officer didn’t do anything to him about not doing his community service and NOT going to his NA meetings. I have to say I was quite disappointed in the system. What do we pay all these state and county taxes for when the system is obviously failing? Then I asked him if he got his son enrolled in school and he said no and I asked why and he said because I have to go down to the school and sign some paperwork saying that his son lives in my home. I started laughing and so ohhh of course I do… Just another thing I HAVE to do. Well tonight was rough yet again. We actually got into a conversation and he kept saying, I’m sorry you feel that way. It was driving me nuts. I said it’s not about the way I feel, it’s about the facts. Let’s lay it out there. I said did I or did I not come to you months ago with my concerns? Did I not tell you what I was worried about, concerned about and what did you say? NOTHING?? he said yes. He said he was upset that I didn’t welcome his son with open arms. I said that not everyone was going to and that he couldn’t get upset about that. He cannot force his son on me and he cannot force me to be uncomfortable in my own home. He kept saying how he gives me his paychecks and I said and what does that go to? His probation, his court fees, his fines, his school, books, etc. I said then when that’s all gone who has to pay the rent, utilities, the food and the rest of the bills and he said you (ME). He said that he sees it as his and my money being put together as OUR money to pay OUR bills and that’s how I should look too. So I said basically what your saying is if I want to be with you and live with you then I have to pay your bills and cover you ass because you don’t have a job that pays you enough to take care of yourself. It took him awhile, but he finally said yes that’s true. He said what other choice do I have. I said get another job. I said I did. Why is it that I make great money but had to get a 2nd job to help cover your bills and worked 7 days a week for over a year for your bills?? But you can’t do the same? I told him that this was a joke and that this was not a relationship and that he used me for what he could get out of me and that this free ride had ended and he needed to get out. He said he would and then proceeded to ask me if i would help him move out. OMG, I think my head almost exploded.
So we shall see…